Summary: He had once said he would join a monastery and after having given love one last chance only to be left hurting and heartbroken again, it's the first thing he contemplates.
But, when his dreams lead him in another direction, it not only shocks him but the one who discovers his intentions to follow that path to the extreme, as well.
Can he be convinced that he's making the wrong decision? Will he stop running from the truth he's discovered before it's too late?
Episode Tags: Twilight, Iced, End Game & Jet Lag
Inspired by the awesome Emerald's "Slave of My Heart"
Categories: Slash / Femslash
Characters: Any NCIS Character(s), Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Original Character(s), Timothy McGee
Genre: Angst, Episode Tag, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Sex, Voyeurism
Challenges: Boys Wrapped in Plot Challenge
Word count: 62568 Read Count: 31608